Challenge checkpoints become easier and easier. Still a little anxiety over fears of not completing them, but that’s all it is. Me being anxious.
My past history of failure is such a huge weight on my shoulders, it would be amazing if I wasn’t a little anxious.
That said my past does not define who I am today. If I didn’t believe in the possibility of change, I don’t think I would commit to these challenges.
It’s too much work. So if deep down I know I can change and become better, it’s possible. Maybe even inevitable.
Don’t really know where I’m going with this.
I cycled 30km today to Jūrmala and back, learned a bunch of stuff on Codecademy. Working on a project in swift.
Currently am at the bmx track, took my son and his friend here because I know that if I didn’t both of them would spend the evening watching cartoons and I would just hate myself if I let that happen.
I’m a firm believer in that children should spend all the time they can outside, yet somehow my beliefs don’t really match my personal lifestyle. So my son prefers to be indoors.
So very grateful to have the bmx track so close to home and that he likes cycling in it and that he has a close friend who is also very much into it. So many things had to line up for this now routine thing to exist.